Part of my journey into the unknown.
Mom used to say "Beta don't drink or smoke"; and we used to think old timers, huh!
So we did it, and did it to an extent where the demons in them started looking down our shoulders scratching our life bit by bit. We never knew or never cared to realize the fact in front of us.
So I got curious, you may say very late in life, but yeah I am a slow learner in these matters of life skills.
Went ahead and did it. Did it with a panache so that it looks good even if it fucks the life out of my body. But then there was something holding me back and never dared to cross that morbid, thin and almost invisible line. But now I am self aware of the fact that I will never be able to do it even close to that. So I put myself in reverse now. And this is where my social experiment kicks in. I am going to shun the very essence these intoxication carry for me, for a start. I am going to shut myself down on these. And check my own self, my own will. Never did it 'coz never cared for. But I want to do this. Every week or month I am going to shun one thing and start a new one to replace that in totality of it.
And then jot down what happens next...
If not you then atleast it will keep me entertained.
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